Dean tried to crawl but the angle was just to wrong and he wound up being dragged towards the bed. He was thrown face down on the bed with little regard and moments later the weight of Castiel's body was forcing him further into the bed. He could feel those eyes burning into him and while his hands worked instead on removing the cable from around his neck his face was turned so he could watch the archangel as much as possible. He already knew there was no dislodging him so his hands were used instead to remove the crude choke collar from his neck before it could be used again.
Dean didn't want this for sure, he didn't want to have his first time with Cas to be with Lucifer driving...but the alternative of hanging upside down from the Empire State building sounded much worse. Also Dean could pretend with Cas. Unlike when his brother was involved because ew...he was in love or at least extreme like with Castiel. Even if it was Lucifer driving....he would be thinking of Cas...he would be with Cas who was still inside and he thinks he can handle that.
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Dean didn't want this for sure, he didn't want to have his first time with Cas to be with Lucifer driving...but the alternative of hanging upside down from the Empire State building sounded much worse. Also Dean could pretend with Cas. Unlike when his brother was involved because ew...he was in love or at least extreme like with Castiel. Even if it was Lucifer driving....he would be thinking of Cas...he would be with Cas who was still inside and he thinks he can handle that.