Dean had managed to shift onto his side, ignoring the twinge in his hips and the pain radiating from a very sensitive area. He didn't register Sam calling his name or the door opening further signaling his brother's arrival. He did hear him when he spoke again though.

"Sammy? No...don't..." Dean tried to curl in tighter to hide himself from his brothers gaze. It was bad enough he'd allowed this to happen but for Sam to find out cut him deep. He never wanted Sam to find out about this night. "I'm fine...you can go."