"No, we can't get that back." Dean sniffled but he tried to hide it. He looked away from Castiel for a moment before returning his gaze to his friends. "But I need you Cas, I need you to be here beside me. You're my best friend...and I love you." Dean admitted softly. He did love him, had for years now but he had been way to afraid to admit it out loud...or even to himself.

"Please...tell me we can try...tell me we can work past this together." His tone was pleading. He needed Cas to forgive him for letting Lucifer ruin them. Yes he knows Cas has blame, most of it in fact, but Dean is far from blameless. He needed his friend back in any capacity he could get him.