[Ray wasn't opposed to the closeness they shared at the moment, especially not after what they'd just been through. Even he wasn't ready to jump up and carry on with life, happy as he was to just lay there until morning came. He wasn't quite cut for sleep just yet though, his mind busy. Probably that coffee, he briefly thinks. That coffee who's mug now lays on the floor, along with an upturned pizza box and whatever else they'd shoved aside.
For the moment he's still trying to work out just what he thinks about it all. He likes this; the lazy sprawl and the intimacy of the contact between friends, supporting it as he slings an arm loosely about Fraser's broad shoulders. But he can't know what tomorrow will bring, and while he doesn't think Fraser will change his mind, Ray's self-consciousness has him doubting himself nevertheless. Fraser, after all, could have virtually any woman (and likely plenty of men) he wanted. Ray was hardly a top choice. More of a hamburger alongside prime cuts.
But for now Fraser was his and almost back to normal already, apologising as Fraser always does. Ray smiles up at the ceiling, amused as he realises he should have expected it.]
You'd never cut it as a dom, Fraser, apologisin' like that. You were doin' pretty well at the start there though. [Until everything fell apart.]
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For the moment he's still trying to work out just what he thinks about it all. He likes this; the lazy sprawl and the intimacy of the contact between friends, supporting it as he slings an arm loosely about Fraser's broad shoulders. But he can't know what tomorrow will bring, and while he doesn't think Fraser will change his mind, Ray's self-consciousness has him doubting himself nevertheless. Fraser, after all, could have virtually any woman (and likely plenty of men) he wanted. Ray was hardly a top choice. More of a hamburger alongside prime cuts.
But for now Fraser was his and almost back to normal already, apologising as Fraser always does. Ray smiles up at the ceiling, amused as he realises he should have expected it.]
You'd never cut it as a dom, Fraser, apologisin' like that. You were doin' pretty well at the start there though. [Until everything fell apart.]