"Of course, but I don't stay dead. Lucifer brings me back."

Once upon a time. Once upon a time, Sam had thought that death was a solution. He'd only been brave enough to try it twice, and Lucifer had made it frighteningly uncomfortable both times. It hadn't been worth it.

"This really is... It's what I have to do, Eliot, that's all. We all have things that we have to do. Hell wants you on their side, they want you to work for them, they want you to torture for them. But this is all just a test for me; one I can't fail, because I have forever to get it done right.

"I have forever, but I won't take that long. I won't. Because every day you're not broken is a day where I am."