Benton Fraser (
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Benton Fraser | Due South
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"You know, Fraser, when they offered me this assignment, they made it sound kind of normal. They say, 'Hey, Ray, here's a chance to start over, ditch the past.' 'What's the catch?' I say. 'Oh, your partner's Canadian.' Canadian? I got nothing against Canadians, except for the time when they won the World Series, which I'm willing to overlook. But at no time did they say, 'you'll be working with a Mountie who's got a wolf that's a florist'" |
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Still, watching Ray submit the way he did was one of the hardest things that Fraser had ever seen. Watching him peel away from the hand on his cheek like a beaten dog cowering underneath the pressure. It was almost as hard to see as Ray Vecchio becoming a monster in front of his eyes, and while he'd once loved this man like a brother, the fact was that he wasn't that man any more, and Fraser was repulsed by his touch, flinching away from it.
He couldn't look at Ray, so he looked at Stanley instead, and found that bracelet pressed firmly into his hand--an anchor point, and frankly the one part of Ray that Fraser thought that he didn't let anyone touch. It made him feel closer than ever to the man above him, which was what he needed in this moment, his breath catching as Ray obeyed his former partner's - the mobster's - instructions.
Ray's hands seemed to be steadier than Fraser expected them to be, but that wasn't a surprise. Ray had steady hands on his own weapon, and...
Fraser's breath staggered as he was exposed, half hard despite the regret and humiliation. It was still Ray that was with him, touching him, undressing him; Ray that he squeezed between his fingers, feeding each of the beads through them. ]
I'll--take that as a compliment.
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Whatever. He needs to refocus on something that isn't anger, because otherwise he's just going to wind himself up and do something he'll regret.
Fraser provided the perfect focal point, laying beneath Stan with ragged breath and a slight flush like he might just be enjoying some side of this. His half hard dick gave a lot of that away too, and Ray really can't help but stare for a second.]
Heh. Show-er and a grower. No fuckin' surprise there.
[What with Fraser being Mr. Perfect and all. Of course he'd be just as appealing with his clothes off.]
So uh. Can I uh. I uh gotta touch, I guess.
[He concludes, his voice kept consistently quiet like somehow the other guys and the camera in the room won't hear him if he speaks a little softer. It's flawed logic, of course, but it makes him feel just a little more secure.
What doesn't make him feel secure is having to do crap like this, but his hand still drifts after the suggestion, fingers dusting up from the waistband to drift through dark curls and then, ever so briefly, the sensitive skin of his partner's cock. This was uncharted territory, but maybe if he could just consider this as his own, then muscle memory might just take over. It's an odd angle for his hands to quite recognise it as normal, but he still manages to persuade his fingers to return, coiling a light grip around the base and settling there like he's not quite sure where to go from there.]
We good...?